Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Orientation Night. Prom Night

Finally its time for prom nite, actually im not that excited..

Serene was very worried abt shoes, dress, hair and make up and everythings, again.. 2 weeks before.. Serene lack of every single thing that she need, accessories, make up and everything, so i advised her to seek professional help.(sorry i dare not help u)

We have buisness IT class until 3 pm but the prom thing start at 5.30 pm ( actually i think at 7pm gua..). So right after class, we rushed 2 Hair Icon Concept Studio (in queensbay 2 set hair and makeup for serene). Poor kh.. after dat, he fetch all of us back 2 college again..anyway thanks alot..

Our theme of prom night this year---BACK TO THE 60'S, OLD SCHOOL!!

Before

AFTER!!!!!

Thanks Elaze for the great job!!

Me, Elaze and Serene

Everybody keep on saying she look like snow white, what do u think? Serene wants not extreme hair and make up but she dont want 2 light. OMG! complain so much as the pro's are making u beautiful..omg..
Abt my look, wad can i say? Kh say he dare not try..no no is he wants just moderate.

serene, kh & me in the foyer

me!!


In the car

We again! Pei ying took this pic, she is damm shock!

Ok...lets look at the prom..there are two of the guys frm my secondary school..omg again.. i dun wana comment so much..

M1- Jun Wei(runner up)

M4- Aik Tatt(Mr Photogenic), M5- i duno him, but he is cute in person


Prom kings and queens

M3 is the winner!!

Anyway, im not a part of the prom, so im nt going 2 comment so much..

For the whole nite, i observed people, esp gurls did extreme make up and hair do but, no old school feeling pun

Anyway, some random pics frm my classmates...

Me & Cynthia


Cynthia and Carrissa(OMG!!)

DEN, the big surpise is im SPOTTED and i WON the BEST COSTUME OF THE NIGHT!!!! so unexpected!!! im damm excited and nervous when they called my name.. anyway..quite happy la...thanks thanks thanks elaze again.....

Serene say im going 2 be famous..but i fun think so..anyway so tired as i hav gym workout presentation the nextday..hehes

Leave down ur comment after reading....thanks!

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Gym workout assigment - Pissed off!!

My cocuricum gym workout's last assigment is on next tuesday. We have only exactly 1 week 2 build a model abt a gym we wanted..i mean the showhouse type of model.Firstly this was insane, we have 2 be in groups and my group consists of 4 person. But, we tried tried our best.

I just came bek frm kh hse 2 finish this damm project.

And

Im really really pissed off.

i meant it this time.

We took almost 5 hours 2 do the project, den kh mum went bek. She really helped us a lot and a lot..Thanks a lot!!

But frm the very very beginning of every single assigment, in ur normal and normal daily life, if you hear this everyday, everytime, every event and every every, what do u feal honestly?

"What type of concept is this?"

"u are a art teacher but u produce this piece of shit!"

"If i were to do a project i would better follow own my concept"

when somethings happen, "ask him!!", "ask the art director!!"

"we have a lousy art director!!"

"He do not know how 2 plan!!"

"i have a sisst fren"

"i dont know him"

"He!! is He!!"

Dont be amazed. i can remember every single line u say 2 me.

I never ask u to join me, y are u complaning n bushitting so much?

I have been trying my very best to be patient and ignore those killing words,in order for our project to work. I tried 2 accpet all the critics hoping i would do better. But this is too much, already 2 much!!A volcano wont expolde suddenly, it takes years and years of accumulation. Today a volcano has exploded..i have no idea how 2 control myself...

who ever bring the disaster 2 this world is already a disaster..

Im so so so angry, i mean it and i am serious.

I never really hate a person, the most is dislike and i will comment a lot..however im mean it now

u are just a bitch!!!!u want me 2 spell it again? B.I.T.C.H!!!!

U aren't important in my life. so im not going 2 care.

People say friends help in ur difficult moment. But i just hear giggling and chuckling..

Nowadays i just want a normal life and be happy after all these things(some thing not so nice) happen 2 me, with friends and evrything, u wont feel happy is when u meet new frens ur frens beside beside u keep on talking ur bad things in front of . They are so helpful to "help" u "change urself" and "promote" u, but i wonder is this a way?

U are most welcomed to leave ur comment here. Thx. How do u feel if u are in the same situation with me?

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Hubungan Etnik Presentation

So college life needs a lot of presentations (not fun pun)..so my very first 1 is "Hubungan etnik". Im not going 2 talk abt the lame subject n the presentation, im just would like 2 show u some of my classmates and the day of presentation..

We shud dress up Formally, so its quite awkard 4 me..anyway..we decided 2 wear black( serene suggest 1, sui colour). Then, she is extremely excited even 2 WEEKS before already..its no excited abt wad 2 talk, is excited abt wad 2 wear n how 2 wear..

Since i rarely(never) wear formally, so a day b4 only i headed 2 queensbay padini concept store 2 buy a Seed long black pants, Padini's belt n a tie frm Mytie Shop. Its already cost me a fortune..anyway, themost important thing is here, please have a look :



She is so excited abt her outfit but 4gt abt her hair n make up..look..oh my god..


another messy hair..dear kh..oh my god again
He say he looks like a driver, do u think so?i dont(based on another pic below)
I look smart ok...at least im well kept
Since we are the last group 2 present, we have some time 2 admire ourselves in front of the camera, hehe :)
Kh , Serene & me( I look so uncomfortable)
Our group - Kh, Serene, Me & Yi Jun
-Its so uncomfortable 2 squeezzz a chair with serene, u noe her size la-
Very yeng meh?
Serene & me
The bestest group with the best photo
Kh, me, serene n yi jun
Anyway, after fooling around, when it is time 4 presentation, everyone start 2 get serious...

Preparing...

Dear yi jun prepared 5 pages of text, memorize them and keep on repeating non stop, in front of a wall and a window..he is a scholarship holder..my dear..

AND

FOR ME.....

I want to look like a pro ok....

This are some of our classmates :

Sing Li, Shing Huoy & Pei Ying

Someone say someone look like a nurse


Serene, Me & Elaine!!!


Sweet and adorable Carissa( Sorry so blur..)

Messy class

So, hows our presentation? Ok lo..we make it la...hahaha. Anyway its a tiring day..i wanted t o update it first but serene got first..so lame. Anyway..we laugh at each other 4 the whole morning..kh n serene: thanks 4 ur hair comment..


请 让 欢 乐 时 光 重 现

首 先, 这 个 文 章 是 为 一 些 人 写 的, 所 以 如 果 你 看 不 懂, 很 抱 歉.



至 我 的 一 群 挚 友,



大 前 天, 我 因 为 一 些 事 情 回 到 母 校, 突 然 有 感 而 发, 拍 了 一 些 照 片. 我 承 认 我 是 一 个 恋 旧 的 人, 所 以 总 是 拿 得 起, 放 不 下. 现 在 的 我, 处 在 我 还 不 是 很 能 适 应, 所 以 不 免 胡 思 乱 想.




考 试 时, 我 们 总 坐 在 这 儿, 废 话 多 过 看 书


每 个 休 息 节, 这 是 我 们 的 天 地


还 记 得 我 们 在 这 儿 对 学 长 做 了 什 么 吗?

走 廊 1

103 外 面, 疯 狂 地 带

走 廊 2

走 廊 3

103, 一 个 只 有 我 们 知 道, 我 们 疯 狂, 我 们 聚 在 一 起 的 地 方.

走 廊 4, 是 走 廊 还 是 模 特 儿 的 天 桥?

走 廊 5, 你 已 经 想 像 到 那 个 画 面 了. 哈 哈!

最 近, 还 碰 到 你 们, 知 道 你 们 都 很 忙, 至 少 知 道 你 们 都 过 得 很 好.

还 有 一 些 我 在 母 校 的 朋 友, 我 也 很 想 念 你 们. 保 重.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Busy week

Firstly im so sorry 4 not updating this few days, so sorry 2 those who are reading my blog constantly..

Coming on :
1. i had a microeconomics assigment 2 hand in this week, and the fabulous thing is we HAVEN'T started!!

2. Buisness IT assigment next monday, and again we HAVEN'T started!!

3. Buisness statistics test in 9.30hours time.

Done :
1. Hubungan etnik presentation. ( I will post up later)
**"Thx" 4 the hair comment

2. Tons of homework.(Done only a few)

3. My weekend jobs

It is very very tiring 4 me..although u may say this is only a tiny thing happen in ur busy daily life, but 4 me-----stresss....i have been using my brain 4 everi single minute im awake. I admit i cant handle stress well but at least i wont go crazy..so y i stil cant put aside relationship problems..Its actually nothing 2 worry, but i cant stop myself from thinking 2 much..plus the enviroment is giving me more n more pressure..

ITS TIME TO FACE THE WORLD!!

But

Im EXHAUSTED..

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Broke

Im studying accountings but i think that i do really having a problem in managing my "assets"

Below are list that are payables:
Car accident : RM 80
Microeconomics book : RM 35
Accounting Book : Rm 22
Formal wear : RM 150 plus(include belt, shirt n pants)

Do u think i have so much money as a student..hopefully will be sponsered by my parents..

Super unlucky day

I got into accident 2day!!!! So damm unlucky..

Im on the way hope 2 fetch my sis home n eat laksa of course..den when i headed 2 the parking lot n reverse my car 2 park. Meanwhile, so accidentally i hit a kembara's kangaroo bar(i think so, not sure). Lucklily..yea really luckily.. the kembara has no big problem, infact is no problem, so i went down with kh n serene. At 1st that person say nothing..when i got down, the wife keep on asking the husband 2 ask me 2 pay!!kh say something so right--Ladies make the most noise when it comes to problem..

So after calling my dad..i had 2 pay RM 30(at first is RM50) to solve the case..oh luckily..
thanks kh n serene for your help..esp serene keep on apologise to that man..thanks i mean it..

i m so so carelesss


its not a minor accident 2 me,ok..

after that we headed to the mechanic..he said RM50..so i have 2 pay..at that time its like full of sadness, scared and everithing. My face turn frm red to blue..

we went to queensbay mall while waiting 4 the mechanic to fit my bumper(do i spell correctly?)..i have no mood at all, totally...i so so hungry but cant eat..we went 2 secret recipe n ordered 2 cakes 4 me n serene n a chicken golden blue 4 kh..no mood 2 eat..
Again, thanks kh n serene 4 ur effort 2 cheer me up..(p/s : serene : the cakes do help)

After taking my car i went home straight away..so tired emotionally..

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

To Me

To myself :

Behave urself..its ok 2 be crazy..but dont until u hurt urself..
Enjoy urself..enjoy everithing as u also do..
Feel everithing around u..(people going 2 say me crazy again..)
Cheer up!thats the word..
Becareful but dont put 2 much pressure on urself..

Lastly thanks 2 everi1 that advised me n helped me n the people who think they helped me..

From : Myself

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

你 没 有 钱, 人 家 永 远 不 会 跟 你 做 朋 友

今 天, 我 终 于 明 白 了 和 体 验 这 句 话 了. 对 我 而 言, 做 朋 友 要 真 心. 所 以 对 那 些 你 看 不 起 我 的 人, 我 永 远 都 不 会 真 心 和 你 做 朋 友. 你 有 钱 有 势 那 是 你 家 的 事, 我 不 是 要 得 到 你 的 同 情, 但 你 也 不 必 那 么 没 礼 貌 吧!, 还 有 你!! 你 只 不 过 是 一 个 附 在 那 些 有 钱 人 的 寄 生 虫, 省 点 吧, 假 清 高..


朋 友 在 有 困 难 时 互 相 帮 忙 是 应 该, 但 如 果 情 况 不 允 许, 最 起 码 一 句 安 慰 是 应 该 的. 我 并 非 躲 在 冰 山会 和 人 做 朋 友, 除 非 你 放 下 身 段, 敞 开 心 胸, 当 个 朋 友.

Monday, July 14, 2008

别 人 伤 心 是 有 理 由 的, 你 呢?

前 天 夜 晚 和 一 位 好 久 没 聊 的 好 朋 友 聊 天, 他 跟 我 提 起 一 些 关 于 他 的 事 情, 从 中 说 了 一 句:"别 人 伤 心 是 有 理 由 的, 你 呢?".

这 句 话 像 一 支 长 矛 往 我 的 心 头 刺 去. 不 是 他 说 的 话 伤 了 我 的 心, 却 是 我 在 那 一 刹 那 苏 醒 过 来.

我 很 容 易 介 意 别 人 说 的 话 而 产 生 伤 感, 或 是 因 为 某 一 些 小 事 情 而 触 景 伤 情. 是 放 不 下 吗? 我 不 知 道. 我 从 来 都 是 这 个 样 子. 我 很 不 理 解 我 为 何 会 有 这 样 的 性 格 怪 僻, 但 是 我 很 了 解 自 己, 却 容 易 让 自 己 迷 失, 随 波 逐 流, 让 情 绪 又 是 压 抑 又 是 无 法 操 纵.

常 常 伤 心, 常 常 装 开 心, 日 子 的 确 辛 苦. 现 代 社 会, 林 黛 玉 已 不 可 能 生 存, 就 算 有 那 也 总 得 有 贾 宝 玉 啊! 所 以 说, 当 我 的 朋 友 说 这 句 话 是, 心 想 别 人 活 在 水 生 火 热 中, 为 五 抖 米 折 腰, 我 却 在 这 里 自 怜 自 艾 实 在 不 应 该.

我 要 改 了, 改 了 好 多 年 都 没 成 功, 你 相 信 我 会 吗? 现 在 的 这 个 样 子 总 比 折 磨 自 己 来 得 好 啊...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

寂 寞, 感 谢, 期 待..

突 然 好 想 念 之 前 的 日 子.., 从 小 到 大 我 都 没 什 么 好 朋 友, 个 性 超 敏 感 的 我 很 不 容 易 相 信 别 人 更 何 况 曾 经 受 过 无 数 伤 害, 让 我 的 心 房 关 得 更 紧. 中 学 时 期, 我 交 了 一 群" 特 别" 的 朋 友. 因 为 我 们 特 别 的 性 格 让 我 们 受 到 其 他 朋 友 的 排 斥, 更 让 我 失 去 了 更 许 多 人 做 朋 友 的 机 会, 但 是 我 从 来 都 没 后 悔, 更 感 到 庆 幸 因 为, 从 中, 我 成 长 了, 更 了 解 自 己 了..

今 天, 我 们 分 道 扬 镳. 虽 然 过 了 半 年 多, 我 还 是 很 想 念 你 们. 来 到 了 新 的 环 境, 一 切 从 新 开 始, 开 始 了 带 面 具 的 生 活, 每 天 快 乐 的 笑, 还 被 人 叫 来 娱 乐 他 们, 此 时 此 刻, 一 阵 阵 心 酸 涌 上 心 头, 更 明 白 了 我 们 在 一 起 互 相 谅 解 互 相 帮 忙 的 那 段 日 子, 那 是 多 么 的 自 然. 虽 然 被 你 们 开 玩 笑 很 心 痛 但 是 在 我 需 要 帮 忙 时, 你 们 还 能 耐 心 当 我 的 听 众, 我 实 在 很 感 动.

相 信 我, 从 来 没 有 人 比 你 们 更 了 解 我, 我 好 寂 寞, 好 寂 寞..

今 晚 有 感 而 发, 想 对 你 们 说 声 谢 谢! 谢 谢 你 们 在 我 徘 徊 的 成 长 道 路 上 陪 伴 我! 你 们 无 形 的 支 持 我 现 在 明 白 了!

我 曾 经 对 你 们 说 过 一 句 话, 就 是 我 们 要 互 相 支 持, 因 为 除 非 别 人 和 我 们 的 经 历 一 样 不 然 他 们 永 远 都 不 会 明 白. 希 望 从 今 天 起, 大 家 可 以 在 各 自 的 领 域 发 光 发 热, 如 果 有 一 天 你 想 起 了 我, 随 时 给 我 一 个 电 话, 我 会 很 高 兴 的...

我 们 就 像 刚 长 大 的 天 时, 期 待 总 有 一 天, 我 们 齐 聚 一 堂, 各 自 炫 耀 自 己 漂 亮 的 的 生 活 成 绩 单!

好 夜 了, 特 别 寂 寞. 明 天 又 得 上 班 上 课, 希 望 有 一 天, 我 可 以 以 真 心 的 微 笑 对 待 我 自 己 和 身 边 的 人.

晚 安

Friday, July 11, 2008

Gossips

Gossips are fun but dangerous..its like playing fire, exciting but u may not noe that in the next second u may burn urself..


Something happen to people around me. Its about gossips. I always like gossips, but 2day i learnt a lesson, no more gossips or less gossips. Gossips are slimply fun if u dont hav any bad intension, but if gossips is just a way 4 u to get imformation or mak


To somebodyelse, i will try 2 stop talking about u..but at least please respect me..thx..

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Stretchings..

well..i pass my Gym Workout Level 1..i stil hate the instructor..so cocky..thinks that he is better than everyone..

So, after that we did stretching, We did seat up and something like yoga, pilates and more and more..for the first time in gym i enjoy the class..but it seem like everyone hate it..

We train a lot on abdominial muscles and of course on the second day - muscle ache...
It was yesterday..2nite and 2moro dance class. So im going 2 enjoy more muscle aches for the next few days.. Enjoy, i duno: maybe or maybe im crazy..

gud nite..i love all of u..

Monday, July 7, 2008

New Hair Cut!!!!

I always wanted to keep a medium-long hair...but..

the problem is...

since i have natural curls, it tends to get frizzy all the time and make me look so untidy
and unkept..so that is not what i want..but again..i like long hair.. after weeks of thinking..

i finally make a decision!!!MAKE IT SHORT!!

U sure wont believe..i also dont..

of course a bit sad..

so today after school..i headed 2 HAIR ICON(queensbay mall) 2 cut it...

Thanks Elaxe for all her great work..results as below..


-Front view-

-Side view 1-

-side view 2-

-back view-

**If u have gud comments, dun hesitate to share..thx..

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Magazine of the Month

Have you bought the magazine of the month?

Mens Uno, Cleo, Nuyou, New Icon, Ifeel
Fashion magazines are a part of my life. These are the magazines that i usually buy..
Some people may think that buying fashion magazines may be a waste of money, but if u like fashion, fashion magazines is always the fastest and easiest way to get first hand information.
**If u dont know where 2 start 2 buy a magazine, below ar some tips provided by CHAO YU :
If u are in the age between 14-20, magazine recommended : Ifeel
If u are in the age between 20-40, magazine recommended : Ifeel: Nuyou, Cleo....
For Man, magazine recommended : Mens Uno, New Icon
For Boys, magazine recommended : Ifeel, New Icon
Fashion is a lifestyle, u live in it, not wear it..
For july, recommended magazine: Nuyou and Ifeel..

Sick

Sick again..

This time got fever and flu..

Hope 2 recover soon..

Gym Workout

I have 2 take part in a cocuriculum activity in college to claim enough credit hour to pass and enable me to graduate, so surprisingly i chose


GYM WORKOUT !!


Haha..that something so new for me and something that i would love to try but never have a chance..


Since i have 2 attend 4 8 weeks so, since week 1 im concentrating on the 3 hour lesson although i dont like the teory part(its due to that jerking teacher)..


Now this week is week 4 and im having my Level 1 test!! The test concists of teory, practical n presentation..i think i did quite well in the teory and practical part but for the presentation its so sucks...


We are require to design our own workout timetable to train the body parts we wanted..so its just basically what u want ur body to become and u train which part..then the sucks thing is that the instructor keep on giving stupid comments and ask stupid question...and summore angry at us..Hey..i shud be the 1 get fed up, not U!!!!


Later 2day..i heard a news..elaine saw is also in gym workout 2(i same class n co-cu with her but different time for co-cu). THEY said she is so great..i always believe that she can present super well..but is dat a little bit 2......2 put aerobics n yoga?


Anyway..what i can say is..Elaine..great joB! hehe..

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Worried..

Worried..so many things to worried about..

There is test 4 microeconomics and buisness IT for next week and i haven't really started yet..

As time goes on, more and more assigments to be done but the dead line near!!

I just found out that my sis has eye infection and im super worried!!!!

Relationship problems..

Internal pressure..

Although i know that worrying too much make us stress..

But it seem that things 2 be worried is getting more and more day by day..

i do think a lot

and worry a lot

and the worst thing is i have to pretend to be happy in my daily life..

im getting mad..really